I've Found the Another Me

Morning all...
in this fine morning, I would like to tell you what has happened during this week.
Let's check it out.
On the last tuesday, I was visiting my psychologist, to do follow up . She told me that the result of psychotest has already finished. So  I went to RSHS and I met her . There was not only my psychologist but there was the adviser there.
And Then, she told me the detail of the result, that actually shocked my heart !!
What is that... ??
Firstly, she told that my intelegence is on the  superior level

for this one, I was not seriously shocked, because I've known the value of my IQ. haha
And then she told me that I am the type of a person that firstly close themselves when entering the society, and I am a person that  has a difficulty arguing in front of people. yeah, so far , it is totally right.
But , finally she told that I am a person that has no power to fight. (oh my..) am I too lazy ?
yeah.. okey I accepted and just said "oh,,"
Then the secondly shocked is that I am more talented in verbal than in practicing. So, it makes me a little bit confused ? 
I asked " mam, what 's that mean ?"
She answered "you're superior on verbal, but only "high intelegence" in practicing"
"okey, so what is included in verbal ?"
" you can be a lawyer,or an economist, "
"WOW" what a joke, she told that I am a lawyer ????
Then, okey mam, but it is really far from my supposing.
"mmm, but medicine is verbal also "
"Really ?"
"yes, you're tallented in medicine, but you has not that power "
"oh, so, how about chE ?"
"it can be also, because chE is not pure practicing, it's mixed verbal and practicing, "
"okey,so what I supposed to be mam ?"
"haha, it's totally depend on you, because ,it's you that will go to everything you choose, not me"
" okey, so if I go to chE , it'll be succesful ?"
"um, may be in chE you don't need to fight as much as in medicine, but you are only "HI" in chE"
"oh.."
"may be you can think about it more and discuss it with your parents, please come back here next week"
"okey mam, thank's a lot (for the surprising news)"

Then,along the day I never stop of thinking about it, what I conclude is "I am tallented!!" yeah, I am happy to hear that, so I'm not in the wong way right now, but I am too lazy to read , it's like there is a bin in my brain, but I don't use it maximally.
If I go to chE, may be it's not as hard as med, but I'm not talented enough, yeah, may be I'm on HI level, but,the others are so genius there .

okey, so after I tought about it for a millions time, I think, I'll stay in med. YEAH. again, I'm back.
with a full spirit..that I'll never let it down..,yeah I've to hardwork.

Pri799