SENENG !!!!

Posting akhir tahun, dimana seharusnya gue konsentrasi buat ujian gue.
Tapi, ini demi memeberitahu sesuatu yang menurut gue penting. Tau ga sih Lo ?
hahahahaha....
Seharian ini gue ngerasa bahagia banget, gue maen ke atap terus gue nyanyi - nyanyi sendiri, sambil bayangin kalau "dia" sedang mendengarkan gue. Gue, -dalam bayangan gue - nyanyiin sebuah lagu yang ceritanya "nyindir" dia gitu, kkkkkk.
Gue merasa seneng aja... <3
Terus , hari ini gue juga ngerasa kalo perasaan gue ke dia itu masih ada, dan insya allah akan tetap ada sampai selamanya #lebay.
Terus, hal yang bikin gue lebih bahagia lagi  adalah..., gue barusan buka fb , terus dia muncul gitu di home gue, (terus kenapa ?). Secara, gue jarang ngeliat dia nongol di home gue, ya gue seneng aja, akhirnya gue stalking deh..kkkkk. What the heck am I ?
Udah itu aja.. kkkkk.
pokoknya gue seneng hari ini. alhamdulillah, yang telah memberikan aku hari yang indah ini. :)
여전히 그를 사랑. :D

사랑해, 보고 싶을 (love you, and miss you )

still, depicted in my mind, you and me, precisely us. finally met each other.

I hate you, (maybe) You (also ) hate me.

you sucked, when I treat you well.

You hurt me always, though I had spoke politely.

you know what, it makes me hate you.

and it was so hard, to live with someone we hate, that I should see your annoying face everyday.

so, I try to ignore you, pretend I never tought of you, I never looked at you, but, in fact I keep thinking of you, paying attention to every little thing you do. yeah, they're right. Hatred is not that different with love. Damn.

the day goes by...

I still hate you, but now I pretend to be good . Wait, actually, I never ever show my anger to you, So, it means I am good on your own preception. isn't it ?. or maybe I was nothing .yeah, maybe you never ever notice that there was me. I was just like a wind. honestly, you're also a wind, but a wind Tornado.

and what is the point huh ? #justignoreit >.<

In time, I finally tought that I was so childish..., it just hurt me ( and you're not influenced completely ) arrgh...

In time, you are now so nice , beside you're annoying behaviour, you have a lot of kindness that so impress me, (awww..)

ya.. I now love you, not suddenly, but step by step ( what daz it min ? yeah, u self know lah )

being with you is not so annoying anymore, it becomes fun... though you sometimes still couldn't control you're awful bad temper .lol.... but, I take it as a joke, yeah you're joking ! and it's your joking style... ^^

we make it through the storm, dangerous stream, rain, sharp stone, rough road, chemical hazardous (?), and I now we can.

and the last second was just one step toward us. We have to be apart. because why ? because, ... you have a dream ad so do I. Eventough I love you much now, Ican't hinder you. ehm, and eventough you (might be) love me too ( I hope so ^^ <3), you can't hinder me either. Damn.

I met you , and it's a damn, but we're apart  is a damn also. huh, how complicated the love is...

2 years later....

I met so many people from the other part of the world , they are same with us , they come to get their dream too, but I now realize that they are different with me.

They aren't like you , they give me sweet smile, but we never ever talk. 

Some of them, had talked with me, but they didn't make a friend.

and, some, make a friend, but, we are not really connected.

and, some , connected, but we are too busy for our own self .

we now make it through the Tornado by our own self. no friendship.no love.no laugh.no tears.just cry.

now, I realize how much I love you ...

I often remind the moment that make me laugh by myself, cry by myself.

I often stalked your account ,maybe I'm a stalker, yeah..it's because I'm lonely here...

I often mention you in my diary...even it's past, but, past is better than nowadays...

hey, GUYS... who had spread around the world..

love, is not to say, but to act..

how could we act for our love.. ? You think it yourself, but I have my own way.

I will do care of you,I, and us...

Because when I know that I still have you, it's such an energy surge for me, for make it up again..

(hey, anyone think this is a love story ? haha, it's not at all... it's about my fellows, I will not mention it, but, if you're a part of us, you will know it )

what ? you think "you" is refer to a boy ?

(haha, it's not, I don't know it's boy or girl, I just make a naration that present my personal feeling at general,so maybe it's a boy or may be a girl)

Life's change (one litre of tears / one litre no namida)

"start from now on, me is not me at all, everything's around me is still the same, but now I look at them as a different soul"

begitulah kira-kira kutipan kata-kata yang diambil dari buku yang telah di adopsi menjadi drama One litre no namida atau lebih terkenal dengan nama One litre of tears.
kenapa tiba-tiba membicarakan One Litre of Tears ? bukannya drama itu sudah lama ditayangkan, kalau tidak salah, sudah 7 tahun lalu, (ketika saya masih smp ^^ ). Jawabannya adalah karena baru-baru ini saya baru saja mereview drama yang bisa membuat kita dehidrasi ini (?) --> aigoo!.
setelah menonton beberapa episode, saya benar-benar terkesan, dan saat menontonnya pun harus ditemani dengan 1 pack tissue, yang akan berguna untuk menghapus 1 liter air mata saya T.T.

May be I'm not suffered of an incurable disease like her, but, the similarity between  my story and hers is we both have a significant changes of life, that could make us want to back to the past, and altought, the changes that we suffered from are not precise at all, but I think what I felt of is not that different from what had been felt by her. So it makes me strong anyway, by seeing her effort to still alive,to face the world that now has a different looking to her, to not regret anymore of her "new" dissabled body, and try to accept it without any complaint.

So, berjuanglah fahma ! dan semua nya yang juga merasa hidupnya telah banyak berubah, karena yang terpenting adalah bisa menerima dan berusaha sekuat tenaga, maka hidup akan berada dipihakmu.

"I am trying to not regret it, by thinking who I was in the past, who still could run, played basketball , laughing, entering high school,...they make me want to back to the past. but it's IMPOSSIBLE, and the best wayout is try to accept my conditon, and I'll try my best, I want to be helpful for the people."
-ikeuchi Aya.

Hati ini sedang tak tau akan berlayar kemana Sayang

Layaknya perahu layar, yang sedang berlayar, memiliki nahkodanya yang akan melawan angin yang akan menggerakkan perahu sesuai arah bertiupnya, tetapi sang nahkoda yang visioner itu tahu kalau ia harus memutar kendali, dan mengubah energi dari tiupan angin tersebut untuk berlayar kembali ke arah yang benar.
Mungkinkah di suatu saat di tengah pelayaran, sang nahkoda jadi tak tau apa-apa, tak tau apa yang harus ia berbuat, tak tau apa sebenarnya visi dari perahu yang dinahkodainya.
Melihat ke belakang, ke arah lautan luas yang telah dilaluinya, mengingat kembali bagaimana dulu ia bisa menaklukan semua badai besar itu. Sekilas melihat kebelakang, membuat sang nahkoda terbuai akan indahnya masa-masa itu, saat badai besar bukan halangan. hingga akhirnya nahkoda terlalu sering melihat ke belakang, tak tahu apa yang menantinya di depan.
Nahkoda tiba-tiba sadar kalau ia harus menaklukan badai yang ada saat ini, bagaimanapun caranya itu.
Dengan cara yang baru, karena badai musim ini berbeda jauh dari badai yang sudah pernah ditaklukannya.
Akhirnya nahkoda pun berhasil menaklukan badai musim ini.
Nahkoda melanjutkan perjalanannya.
Tenang, jauh lebih tenang dari sebelumnya,
Nahkoda merasa sepi, merasa ini bukanlah bagian dari pelayarannya.
Ia mencoba mencitai ketenangan ini, mencoba menjadi nahkoda yang kerjanya hanya memantau arah mata angin, tanpa harus takut akan datangnya badai.
Tapi ia kembali ingat ke masa-masa lalunya, dimana badai itu selalu datang menerpa, tapi itulah kehidupan, tak seperti sekarang.
Sang nahkoda pun lagi-lagi melihat ke belakang, ke hamparan laut luas di masa lampaunya. Tetapi sayang, lautan itu sudah tertutup awan tebal yang tak terlihat lagi.
Nahkoda yang malang, tak tahu harus merindu kemana.....

Ost. Greatest Love. G.NA Because You're Mine with english translation

Nae nune mwoga deureo gatnabwa

Something must have went in my eyes
Geuraeseo jakku nunmuri nanabwa
so tears keep shedding
Gaseum han jjeuge kkok sumgyeodueotdeon

Someone that is hiding in my heart
Eotteon han saram nunchi eobge tto

makes me cry again
Nunmuri deryeowa deureul su eobseodo

Even if you can't hear,
Nae mam deutji mothaedo

can't you hear my heart
Nae nunmuri jeonhaneun sarang

Can you hear the love
Eonjenganeun deureo jugetni

that my tears show someday

Nae saramiraseo nae sarangiraseo

Because you're mine, because you're my love
Bonaego bonaedo ajik neoneun nama nal ullyeo

even if I keep sending you away  You still make me cry,
Nae saramiraseo ajikdo nan niga keuraeseo

because you're mine Because I still love you ,
i motnan nunmureul meomchul suga eobseo

I can't stop these foolish tears

nae gaseumsori deulliji anhnabwa

You must not hear my heartbeat,
meongcheonghan nunmul heureulkkabwa tto eokjiro chamabwa

I force myself to hold back foolish tears again

wae deutji mothani

Why can't you hear me,
wae nal boji mothani

why can't you see
dwidorabwa naega itjanha

Look behind you, I'm here
saranghandan mariya baboya

I love you, fool

nae saramiraseo nae sarangiraseo

Because you're mine, because you're my love
bonaego bonaedo ajik neoneun nama nal ullyeo

even if I keep sending you away  You still make me cry,
nae saramiraseo ajikdo nan niga keuraeseo

because you're mine Because I still love you,
I motnan nunmureul meochul suga eobseoseo

I can't stop these foolish tears

Eolmana deo apeumyeon nareul barabwa jul su itni

How much longer do I have to hurt for you to look at me

Eolmana neo nunmul heullimyeon

If these tears are flowing,
Saranghae julgeoni ana jul su itni

can you love me, can you hold me

Nae saramiraseo nae sarangiraseo

Because you're mine, because you're my love
Nunmuri deoneun neol nohajul su eobdae mianhae

tears can no longer let you go Sorry
Nae saramiraseo neorul pogihal suga eobseo

because you're mine I can't give you up
Jebal butagiya nae mameul deureojwo

Please listen to my heart, please
Jebal butagiya deo meoreojijima

Please don't go farther away

The Greatest Love Korean Drama

huhuhuhu, kenapa gue cepet banget ngabisin ni film, padahal gue masih pengen ketawa ngakak sendiri, dan gue masih pingin ngerasain feel yang beda dari drama yang satu ini.

Gue yang nemu drama ini pas lagi musim ujian, agaknya sedikit tertunda untuk dapat lansung mengikuti perkembangannya. Tapi, untungnya gue selalu update dengan recap recap terbarunya yang tersedia di dramabeans.com . Gue ga yakin apa nih film udah keluar dalam bentuk bajakannya ( oops ) .haha. Maka dari itu gue nunda untuk hunting film nya di pasaran, gue mikirnya kalo emang belum di jual (baca:dibajak) di Indonesia, mungkin gue harus buffer videonya, yang pastinya nggak akan gue lakuin pas waktu itu, berhubung buffering video adalah hal yang sangat memakan waktu, dan waktu itu gue pas lagi ujian, so akhirnya gue pendem dulu niat gue buat nonton.
Pada waktu yang bersamaan di Korea sono sedang diputer drama-drama lain seperti Lie to me, 49 days, dan city hunter. Terus, pas gue baca sinopsis nya gue agaknya lebih tertarik pada drama The Greatest love ini.
Terus, gue sempet buffer video episode - episode awalnya, dan itu sumpah bikin gue ngakak. Gue rasa, ini drama. gue Banget !
Kenapa gue ngakak ?

1. Karena  Dok Go jin
dasar ni orang bener-bener dah, emosinya bikin gue gemes. gimana nggak, coba deh bayangin dia lagi cool-cool nya marah, terus tiba-tiba dia lansung jingkrak-jingkrak nggak jelas, edan bener lah. Haha, tapi gue suka. Dok Go jin itu artis terkenal yang sangat banyak penggemarnya. Dan hal itu membuat dirinya sombong, walaupun di depan para fans nya dia berlagak ramah, padahal aslinya dia tuh sengak banget lah.

Terus, gue juga heran dengan gelagat-gelagat aneh Dokgo, yang dia nggak nyadar lah lagi suka sama orang, yang dia bossy banget lah, yang dia pinter sandiwara banget .

Dokgo yang ceritanya memilki artificial heart ( jantung buatan ), harus menderita karena jantungnya akan berdegup melampaui batas normal akibat mendengar sebuah lagu yang entah kenapa sering muncul di kehidupannya akhir-akhir ini. Lagu yang berjudul Thump-thhump itu ternyata adalah lagu yang diputar oleh sang dokter saat melakukan operasi cangkok jantung buat Dokgo. ( aneh- aneh aja ya si dokter, emang ada gitu sambil operasi malah nyetel musik, jadi gini kan hasilnya, hehe )

Terus, oleh drama ini kita nggak hanya dibuat ngakak , tapi kita juga akan dibuat terharu oleh ... mmm, Dokgo ? ya, bolehlah, mungkin dia emang agak aneh, tapi kadang dia bisa jadi melow juga lho. haha. dasar Dokgo.

One-sided love nya dokgo terhadap Gu Ae Jung yang coooooolll banget ( gimana nggak cool ?), artis terkenal gitu lho yang nyatain perasaan cinta ke dia, dia nya biasa aja, malah bilang. " I never ever like you !", hal ini juga bikin Dokgo merasa malu, dan diremehkan. Tapi apa bener Ae Jung nggak punya perasaan sama Dokgo ? hmmmm.....

  

Gu Ae Jung adalah selebriti yang kurang terkenal, tapi dulunya ia adalah salah satu member National Treasure Girl, ( semacam girlband gitu kayanya), dan Ae Jung lah yang paling populer pada saat itu. Dan sekarang girlband itu sudah bubar akibat suatu hal. Gue jadi inget girlband-girlband macam snsd , f(x), atau apalah namanya, ternyata masalah internal dalam sebuah girlband atau boyband itu banyak lho, dan kadang mereka tidak sekompak yang kita lihat. hmmmm..

 

Satu hal yang nggak boleh ketinggalan dari The greatest Love adalah acara couple making yang diadakan stasiun TV yang bernama MBS ( haha, MBC kaleee..), acara ini akan menjodohkan seorang pria yang mereka anggap sebagai " Perfect Man" , dengan kriteria berpendidikan, tampan, karir mapan, latar keluarga yang bagus. Hmmmmm... siapakah si perfect man itu ? 

Yaps, dia adalah Yoon Pil Joo , seorang dokter oriental ( yang menggunakan tanaman herbal dalam pengobatannya ). AAAAA, Yoon Pil Joo ini pingin bikin gue meleleh..., cakep , baik, sabar .. WAAAA !!!

Pil Joo Saranghae...

Gue jadi pengen punya suami dokter oriental , haha, apalagi yang kaya Pil Joo, yaudah deh Pil Joo aja, hehe.

Pil Joo ini ceritanya suka banget ikut blind dating, untuk mencari wanita yang tepat untuknya, akhirnya dia memutuskan ikutan couple making, sebenarnya alasan utamanya ikut couple making adalah Gu Ae Jung.

 

lalu, bagaimana kelanjutan ceritanya, ? Kita lanjutin besok lagi ya, ini udah ngantuk banget ini, Gue janji mau bikin recap indonesian version, sebagai bukti cinta gue ke drama ini, haha.

Okey, see ya !

Ddoreureu Lyrics with English translations

Ddoreureu, nunmuri heulleoganda, ddoreureu, ddoreureureu

Rolling... tears are flowing, rolling, rolling

sori-obneun apheumeul igijido mot-hanche

Like the silent pain hasn't won

phareureu, sonkkeut-chi ddeollyeo-onda, phareureu, phareureureu

Trembling... fingertips are trembling, trembling, trembling

ddaseuhaetteon shiganeul gieok-hanabwa

I must be thinking about the happy, warm times

sarangeul hamyeon, deo yeppeojindae

They say if you love, you become prettier

sarangeul hamyeon, jom dallajindae

They say if you love, you change a little

eotteohke haeya nae an-eh sarangi deo yeppeojil-kkayo

What do I have to do to make the love inside me prettier?

saenggak-eul hamyeon, nunmuri nago

When I think about it, tears come

nunmuri namyeon, ddo saenggakmaneul~

When tears come, what comes to mind is

geureon sarami gyeot-eh ittdaneunge, dahaeng-ijyo

It's a relief that I have a person like that by my side

seureureu, du nuni kamgyeo-onda, seureureu, seureureureu

Gently... my eyes are closing, gently, gently

go-un miso hyanggi-eh ggoom-eul ggoogo shipeot-nabwa

I must have wanted to dream about the scent of that smile

ddoreureu, sarangi heulleoganda, ddoreureu, ddoreureureu

Rolling... love is flowing, rolling, rolling

mam-i shiryeo-ulmankheum joha-hanabwa

I must like him to the point where my mind is cold

sarangeul hamyeon, deo yeppeojindae

They say if you love, you become prettier

sarangeul hamyeon, jom dallajindae

They say if you love, you change a little

eotteohke haeya nae an-eh sarangi deo yeppeojil-kkayo

What do I have to do to make the love inside me prettier?

saenggak-eul hamyeon, nunmuri nago

When I think about it, tears come

nunmuri namyeon, ddo saenggakmaneul~

When tears come, what comes to mind is

geureon sarami gyeot-eh ittdaneun-geh, dahaeng-ijyo
It's a relief that I have a person like that by my side

gaseum-eh chaga-un niga naerimyeon

When you, who is cold, get off my chest,

motbondeushi geujeon useoya haeyo

I have to laugh as if I didn't see anything

haengyeo niga dorabolkkabwa hangsang geu jarireul maemdoneun

"Maybe you'll come back" always repeats at that place

eori seogeodo haengbokhan sarangi johaseo

Even though it's foolish because I like a happy love

sarangeul hamyeon, deo yeppeojindae

They say if you love, you become prettier

sarangeul hamyeon, jom dallajindae

They say if you love, you change a little

eotteohke haeya nae an-eh sarangi deo yeppeojil-kkayo

What do I have to do to make the love inside me prettier?

saenggak-eul hamyeon, nunmuri nago

When I think about it, tears come

nunmuri namyeon, ddo saenggakmaneul~

When tears come, what comes to mind is

geureon sarami gyeot-eh ittdaneunge, dahaeng-ijyo
It's a relief that I have a person like that by my side

Let's Not lyrics with translation

KYUHYUN
Ee soongani majimagirago geutorok saranghan geudaegaeh

saying that this moment is the last to you whom I loved so much

Neon dolliryeo haedo woolmyeo maedallyeodo geunyang shirhdamyeo heyeojimeul marhan naya

even if you try to turn it back, even if you hold onto me crying, I was the one who said no and bid our farewell

RYEOWOOK
Nan hangsang kanghan cheokman hajiman pyeongsaeng neo hana jikil jashin eobseo ddeonan bigeophan namjaya

I always act strong,
but I’m a cowardly man who didn’t have the confidence to protect you forever and left

YESUNG
Dashin na gateun saram saranghaji malgo

don’t love someone like me again

Dashin geuriweohal saram mandeulji malgo

don’t make someone to miss again

KYUHYUN
Neoman barabogo neo anim an dwaeseo

one who looks at only you and needs only you

Harudo mot beotil mankeum saranghae jooneun saram manna jebal

meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you.. please

KYUHYUN
Neon apa nal jabeuryeo hajiman

hurting, you try to hold me back,

Pyeongsaeng nae gyeoten haengbokhaejil jashin eobneun bigeophan yeojaya

but im a cowardly woman who doesnt have the confidence to give happiness to anyone beside her

YESUNG
Dashin na gateun saram saranghaji malgo

dont love someone like me again

Dashin geuriweohal saram mandeulji malgo

dont make someone to miss again

RYEOWOOK
Neoman barabogo neo anim an dwaeseo

one who looks at only you and needs only you

Harudo mot beotil mankeum saranghae jooneun saram manna

meet someone who loves you so much they cant go a day without you

YESUNG
Eonjenga uri heyeojimeul hoohwehandaedo ibyeol bakkeneun nan haejoolge eobseo
even if we are ever to regret our breakup
i cant do anything but give you our farewell

KYUHYUN
Jinan shiganeul semyeo apa woolji malgo

dont cry in pain counting the time thats passed

RYEOWOOK
Jinan babo gateun sarang geuriweo malgo

dont miss a foolish love thats already passed

YESUNG
Neoman barabogo neo anim an dwaeseo

one who looks at only you and needs only you

 harudo mot beotil mankeum

saranghae jooneun saranghae manna jebal

meet someone who loves you so much they cant go a day without you..

haengbokhagireul
please, i hope that youll be happy

RYEOWOOK
Doo beon dashineun majoochiji malja

lets never meet again..

FYM ( F**k Yeah Mahasiswa )

FYM.tumblr gw bgt !
Cupu kalo belum tahu situs yang satu ini. !
Gue sebagai mahasiswa galau, merekomendasikan situs tumblr ini sebagai situs wajib buat mahasiswa galau, "belum gaul kalau belum tahu FYM " Yeah....
Pertama kali gue dikasih tahu sama temen gue, ada situs tumblr tentang mahasiswa yang kocak abis, terus akhirnya gue buka deh. Pertama kali gue baca postingannya, ya ampun gue ngakak ga ketulungan.
Postingan nya nusuk banget, dapet banget feelnya sebagai mahasiswa. Mulai dari kegalauan mahasiswa, karena IP mereka yang imut, karena kiriman bulanan yang udah habis sebelum waktunya, karena perlakuan dosen yang bikin kesel setengah mati. ough....FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU... !!!!!!!

Membaca postingan FYM , kita jadi ga berasa sendirian mengahadapi kenyataan tentang menjadi mahasiswa. Kita bakal ngerasa punya banyak temen seperjuangan dengan kita. Ga cuma kita sendiri kok yang ngerasa kuliah itu memabukkan, kuliah itu kejam, kuliah itu nggak asik. *curcol

Tapi gue masih penasaran sama adminnya FYM, kira-kira siapa dia ? . Gue kalo ketemu sama orangnya, gue bakal  minta foto eksklusif berdua + tanda tangan. Yeah.
Kalo gue boleh nebak sih, kayanya adminnya si FYM itu anak ITB, (bener nggak ya?). Terus dari tulisannya gue ngerasa dia tu anak tahun terakhir yang sedang galau dengan tugas akhirnya. Terus dari kata-katanya gue analisis sih dia cowok.  Yeah, semoga aja suatu saat nanti gue bisa ketemu ama dia . Gue nge-fans. hehe

Yeah, tunggu apa lagi, ayo cepet buka tumblrnya, + follow twitter nya @yeahmahasiswa ...
Sip.sip...