Life's change (one litre of tears / one litre no namida)

"start from now on, me is not me at all, everything's around me is still the same, but now I look at them as a different soul"

begitulah kira-kira kutipan kata-kata yang diambil dari buku yang telah di adopsi menjadi drama One litre no namida atau lebih terkenal dengan nama One litre of tears.
kenapa tiba-tiba membicarakan One Litre of Tears ? bukannya drama itu sudah lama ditayangkan, kalau tidak salah, sudah 7 tahun lalu, (ketika saya masih smp ^^ ). Jawabannya adalah karena baru-baru ini saya baru saja mereview drama yang bisa membuat kita dehidrasi ini (?) --> aigoo!.
setelah menonton beberapa episode, saya benar-benar terkesan, dan saat menontonnya pun harus ditemani dengan 1 pack tissue, yang akan berguna untuk menghapus 1 liter air mata saya T.T.

May be I'm not suffered of an incurable disease like her, but, the similarity between  my story and hers is we both have a significant changes of life, that could make us want to back to the past, and altought, the changes that we suffered from are not precise at all, but I think what I felt of is not that different from what had been felt by her. So it makes me strong anyway, by seeing her effort to still alive,to face the world that now has a different looking to her, to not regret anymore of her "new" dissabled body, and try to accept it without any complaint.

So, berjuanglah fahma ! dan semua nya yang juga merasa hidupnya telah banyak berubah, karena yang terpenting adalah bisa menerima dan berusaha sekuat tenaga, maka hidup akan berada dipihakmu.

"I am trying to not regret it, by thinking who I was in the past, who still could run, played basketball , laughing, entering high school,...they make me want to back to the past. but it's IMPOSSIBLE, and the best wayout is try to accept my conditon, and I'll try my best, I want to be helpful for the people."
-ikeuchi Aya.